Sorry your good time off mtx has come to an end .I did a similar thing ,& it was great to get away from that yukky sickness feeling.afte They put me on the injections,& I can honestly say you donte feel the needle go in . occationally you get a sensitive spot. The first time you do it is daunting ,but after the apprehension you will be super confidant. It was much more effective 4 me, felt better ,the ist week ,so will keep fingers crossed 4 u. I,am now using methojet? which is good because you donte have to keep it in the fridge & it has a longer shelf life which is great for holls. I am thinking of you ,you must be in awful pain with such a high esr &crp. Get better soon love Rosexx